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02:15pm 27/06/2006
  new lj account: sekiyoku  

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11:53pm 22/06/2006


naked!Collapse )
04:25am 19/06/2006
  totally disorganized AnimeNext report: http://ryo0oki.deviantart.com/journal/9111238/

summary: I spent like $110 on gas and tolls, but I sold lots of stuff. still didn't break $1k, but it was close, hopefully next con. met lots of awesome gaia people, and had a great time. also, love sasuke so much. hate flushing!parking and lincoln tunnel and new york traffic.
11:38pm 15/06/2006
  I really hate it when people apologize to me. It makes me very angry.

Any ideas why? o-o
11:25pm 08/06/2006
  sooooooooo depressed

defense mechanism kicking in now! T___________T


I don't know what my defense should be this time. o-o

well anyway, this is what I get for liking things too much. T_______T putting my faith in people I shouldn't put faith in. gahhhhhh

well it was a good 3 weeks. T____T
art flood   
06:14pm 06/06/2006
  god I've been like

or something xD

all done within the last week, although there are a bunch of WIPs tooCollapse )

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01:50am 29/05/2006

this pic

will be so hot



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09:45pm 27/05/2006
  lots of listsCollapse )  


03:01am 27/05/2006
  so much love

my heart is overflowing~! with gallons of liquid love like aloe vera juice!

I hop ethis trend continue foreverrrrrr

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dream/nightmare T_____________T   
11:03am 26/05/2006
  this is kind of nasty

I'm in the bathroom and peeling the skin from my foot and eating it. O___O Uhhh, except I peel too much and my skin is too thin and I can see like blue blood through it. And the part I peeled off is too thick so I don't eat that, I just throw it away.

Then I go to read the latest chapter of Naruto. T____________T So apparently, Sasuke is fighting Naruto, and he's like super-powered up, he's gone all Level 2 and stuff. And somehow, Naruto summons like, Lugia, so Sasuke summons a dragon. And Naruto's like, nice dragon and there's a cool scene where both of them are standing on their flying mounts with water underneath. And then I think, damn why is Sasuke powering up so much T____T He's going to get owned. And then Sasuke has this dream sequence thing done in South Park cutouts, where he goes to a piano, and someone's like, no, there's blood all over it. Naruto got smushed onto the piano. And Sasuke takes a cane and presses it against the piano and there's blood on the bottom of the cane, but there's also a little empty space with no blood. And Sasuke hears Naruto say that the hole is his soul or something. And then there's another bloodless spot. And somehow Sasuke figured this means Naruto's soul is precious so he isn't going to kill Naruto anymore. Anyway, the South Park-style is over, and we're back to original Naruto style, and Lugia says to Naruto, can I fly higher. And Naruto's like, I don't like going high in the air, but feel free to spead your wings, all generouslike. And Lugia goes up, and Sasuke's all peaceful and shit about to depower himself, and then Gaara comes and punches Sasuke T______________T And then the chapter ends and I cry.

Then I go with some guy to a casino and I pretend not to know how to play the dice rolling game. And he's like, see here, you just roll these dice, and he gets a bad number and he's out or something. And then I roll a good number, because somehow I know that I will always roll a good number. And I put all my winnings in a pot, and meanwhile, there is orange juice and vodka, so I pour the vodka into the orange juice and drink it. But I don't like orange juice, so I constantly want to drink more vodka, but I can't because they're mixed together. And I'm getting drunker and winning lots of money when my dad wakes me up to take him to the airport. T________T

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happy ness   
12:03am 20/05/2006
  god damn. I really like Sasuke. I think I like him to the extent that it's kind of creepy D:

I love my job. It's so awesome. I get to go on the internet and work at my own pace, and my own pace + internet is still faster than they expect me to get the work done so they're always like, omg!!!

we installed blinds, so finally I can dance around naked in my room. not that I would, of course. o-o

I want to play laser tag.

I found a bunch of posters I bought from China, which was kind of unhappy. Because I bought a lot of Death Note posters, but Death Note sucks so bad now. D:

Getting a new computer, tv, soap, chair, etc. love new house so much.

I think I need to like, starve myself a bit. D:

Also need to make a hot mood theme :D


12:33am 14/05/2006
  sasuke!Collapse )  


02:08pm 11/05/2006


also I had a cool dream but I forgot it. it involved my sister and the gym and a car and nerf balls that stuck to you though. and a guy from my IFP class, who isn't because the only guy in my IFP class is shawn. :( aw


07:43pm 03/05/2006
  what a messed up dream. surely it means something. o-o

So I'm apparently visiting this guy (whose name will not be revealed) at Harvard (but he doesn't go to Harvard) and we're walking and he's hitting on me all sorts of hardcore (but he's not even really my friend in reality o-o). And I don't think it's Harvard, I think it's Johns Hopkins, and there are like Kong Kong monsters and wildebeast and stuff, because apparently they're shooting some movie on campus, and I'm like, wow, wait until I tell Justin this, this is so cool. We stop at a milkshake place, and the guy's all like flirtflirtflirt and I'm like ehhhhh, maybe. And then we decide not to buy milkshakes because we're not hungry. So we walk and look at the street vendors, and somewhere along the way, I lose track of him. So I head back to the dorms, only I don't remember where his dorm was, so I'm like, okay I'll visit Justin. (who does go to Harvard) And then I'm walking through the building, and it's mazelike, and it's really slippery, so I'll run forward a few steps and then skid to a stop. very dramatic. anyway, I figure I don't know where Justin is either, and besides, I probably should go find the guy I lost, so I go back, and there's a long sequence where I can't find where I entered from. and I finally find the exit and I'm running back to where I last saw him and then someone goes "hey!" and I turn back and apparently, it's another one of my guyfriends who goes to Harvard (but he doesn't irl), and he's like sitting in his car about to go out. Oh, and he's shirtless. o-o So I'm like hi, and he's all, wow, why are you here? and I'm like, I'm visiting a friend, and he goes cool, have fun tonight! and he drives off and I wake up.

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04:56pm 25/04/2006
  AIM name taken off to protect the party involved. xD

him: well i wouldn't know
him: i just found out about it recently xD
him: females...orgasm? o_O
Ryo0oki: ....
Ryo0oki: you just found out recently that girls have orgasms.
him: well...
him: i don't pay much attention
Ryo0oki: wow.
him: never thought about it
Ryo0oki: wow.
him: how am i supposed to know???
him: i never did it
Ryo0oki: how could girls NOT have orgasms?
him: i just never thought about it o_O

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03:20pm 11/04/2006

well I arrange my itunes with stars... and I have a current playlist, which changes once in a while, and is pretty much my current five star songs. ;p So I thought I'd post that playlist here, and edit it when it changes and such, so you get a sense of what kinds of music I really like, and also, you get some really good music! : D

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1. http://www.savefile.com/files/4847085 (paradise kiss opening, jpopy, catchy!)
2. http://www.savefile.com/files/4784915 (law of ueki second opening, jpop, emotional?)
3. http://www.savefile.com/files/4701922 (hmmmmm relaxing, quirky. plus I would like to have sex with this guy's voice)
4. http://www.savefile.com/files/8076923 (see above)
5. http://www.savefile.com/files/6435751 (Yakitate 3rd opening, pretty similar to #2 in style... well, it's good. ;p)
6. http://www.savefile.com/files/9594930 (okay this is fifty thousand better than the original... techno pop, addictive)
7. http://www.savefile.com/files/7460356 (I forgot what language this was... from the movie Inside Man, catchy)
8. http://www.savefile.com/files/2028052 (it grew on me. ;p nice and dramatic)
9. http://www.savefile.com/files/3435406 (jpop, not much to say,just good)
10. http://www.savefile.com/files/4065157 (I really like Celine Dion. this was on a movie songs CD that I listened to when I was a kid and I recently found the song again. romantic. ;p )
11. http://www.savefile.com/files/3783489 (pop, I guess? nice to listen to.)
12. http://www.savefile.com/files/9428332 (one of those insanely catchy DDR songs ;p)
13. http://www.savefile.com/files/6075033 (also catchy, but a bit annoying, and will probably become a four star song soon xD; good the first three or four times tho.)


03:49pm 05/04/2006
  I was cleaning out my yahoo email account which had like... 7000 messages. xD anyway, I got it down to 150, which meant I was around 2002-2003 when I didn't receive like 30 spam emails a day. xD And there are all these emails from guys whose names I will not mention, essentially expressing their undying love for me and begging me to go out with them, or in one case, take them back.

I was such a player at 13. xO

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for kicks   
11:51pm 29/03/2006
  Step 1: Put your iPod or whatever on random. (I used iTunes, good enough)
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly. (I'm not going to strike them out, too lazy)
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

1. I need you… ohhh ohhh <--something like this xD
2. In this world you tried / not leaving me alone behind
3. The words have drained from this pencil
4. Here it comes again / cannot outrun my desire
5. Hello / Is there anybody in there
6. Lost on the way, no one to blame, no one to say
7. If you are lost in your way / deep in an awesome story
8. So she said what's the problem baby
9. itsuka wakaru sa / kizutsuitari
10. Look at me / I will never pass for a perfect bride
11. If you're like us / Calling all riders
12. Samba! Woo! <--haha p:
13. If I tell you will you listen / will you stay
14. Everybody's hypnotized! <-- I think
15. wo ting jian ni de sheng yin
16. miageta yozora no hoshitachi no hikari
17. don't you see me
18. Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick and think of you
19. seems like just yesterday / you were a part of me
20. will someone please call the surgeon / who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart

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so much love   
01:46am 26/03/2006
  Like, sometimes, I'll just love everything. xO

When I love someone, I become extremely self-conscious.

It's a good feeling when I love someone. But when I'm in a loving mood, and I love lots of people, I get really really self-conscious.

That kind of makes me sad.

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10:59pm 25/03/2006
  Ahhhhh I am such a shallow person. T_T


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